Women pay more harm to the greater

To pay too much for a relationship to last, but lost their own, and also his pain. These are a girl, she is my former girlfriend, how I used to love her, cherish her once how, but God does not give me a chance, do not give me any reason to take her away from me, I am heartbroken. Why can not love together. No matter who's wrong, in the emotional world, there's no one indebted only to pay, and harvest.


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The summer of 2004, I met her, saying it was a coincidence, the day I first saw her, I was mistaken, and I thought she was my classmate and told her, she smiled back, and I said the word " I do not know you right, "then left. I remember her, so remember, forget, she said, then I can tell at a glance how much she is pure and innocent, then every day I wait for him in The emergence of the 2nd to see him, I told him the courage to walk door to my house, joking with her to develop feelings. instead, she does not hate me, do not refuse me, take the 3rd with the first 4 ..... wait until a month later, I come out to play around her, since she had promised, I am very excited the day I did not do, is to prepare the evening to see him. As night fell, I made an appointment for our place waiting for him, time after 10 minutes, she came. I really really busy her, did not say anything. (Her family's store is a wedding photography). We walked, no one to speak, come to a secluded road, she suddenly asked me, not before 2 in? I feel very different, how could she know. (because I understand that he is not our local.) Then she said, and the other I can imagine, "I saw the inside information in your QQ, I used to be, "Oh, then I think God is really opening the eyes and took a gift to me. We are happy to end the first date



2nd appointment, I first pull her hand

3rd date, I hold her

......



Paid too much to get hurt feelings

Until one day, I found her very upset that day and asked her how she did not tell me, I hugged him and kissed her, she was silly, because that was his first kiss, to me. I do not know Later she told me.



In this way, we are deeply in love 4 months now.



One day, she told me that her family let her go to school in Luoyang, learning wedding photography, I was very dizzy, very willing, but after all, is good to her, I agreed, and then she was gone. I have inadvertently had all day, confused, and later she called me a phone, I know her address, she wrote a letter to our call and write all day long and foster exchange of feelings. this time, a friend said to me about a job, go to When the computer teacher in a county, I think all right at home anyway, and went. but she did not know, I did not tell him to wait until after my trial period, I found her directly to the school in Luoyang, found her, when the She saw me, she cried, she was so touched. I can not think, I actually could find her, because we previously did not bring up the past to find each other. Besides, I only know the name of his school, to touch, and she cried , cried for a very long time. Although single time we meet is not very long, only a short 1 hour, but she moved it all, she has been willing for me to pay all the love. (Later told me)



Then, two months, is not she see me, that I see her, our relationship is very close, I remember the first time she look at me, I am worried about her, worried that he would do wrong car, worried that she does not know how the station go, worry about ...... I went to school that day took leave of absence, such as her. until noon, my phone rang, she station. I took her, took her to a place where I live, we while kissing, lingering for a long time .... we. In the afternoon I go with her on the street rolled, psychological felt extremely happy friends. then how much I love him.



Night, the first time we lived together, unforgettable .....



　　We went on like that ... ...

She graduated to go home, and can not see me, and I a little disappointed that time, but I did not give up, she has been fighting, and finally one day she win, her parents agreed to let him out of his looking for work, she came me, we went to see a piece of work. we can see each other every day.



Days after the really good, we have to work during the day and at night when I watch her work to school to see me, and she under the seat classroom, I give her the point of questions, let her do, like my students do.



Until the winter of 2004, she was born cold, not a general fear, and me? Born sloppy, her hand frozen, and in the evening her body was icy cold, I was more sad heart, I can not let She suffered, but how can I do it, after a few days of my ideological struggle, the final discussion we decided to let her go home.



When she left, I did not cry, when I came home at noon to see the empty room, my heart is empty, and I received her phone, I cried the first time a woman cry, how I regret , how I'm not used the day without her.



When she got home, I always say let her see me, but she did not come out all day at home opportunities, we almost did not pass the phone all day, not reluctant, but she did not have some of my time, all day activities was monitored in the family environment, we just think silently to each other, one day at noon my phone rang, his phone, I would like to me, she cried, I was very moved, I want to see her, though she would like, but they very strict home tutoring, it is difficult out, and finally one day she lied to friends that play one day, the family agreed, and I come to me, and I saw my beloved people, how I will be willing She left that evening for a night we said, I really can not do without her, so she stayed in my 3 days. The most painful thing I began: his family began looking for him, from a friend that knows me, I'm afraid his family worried, send him back, but the afternoon I went back to school, I was most afraid of and ashamed His family has been waiting for me at school, they do not believe non-let me go home with them, I tell them to go back. Frankly, after what we, her family decided: Let us apart. I want to die ..



I struggled to live beyond that, the pain and sorrow I have decadent whole person, why should God do this to me

Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day 2005 is New Year 6, God gave me the opportunity to see one last time, the day his family did agree to meet us, but only a short period of an hour, but I have enough, someday we will turn in the street, though exciting, but less so, after all, the last time, we can not have tomorrow.