To my allegiance to the Queen of the United Kingdom? I couldn't lift hands! (yan really) _ yanwang Studio

I do not so great, also wear does so high hat. I give the real cause of green home is very personal. This is the attachment of Chinese culture. I only live in this cultural background, have happily feeling, only life's self-confidence and self-esteem. This is the survival of human culture. (Original title for the waiver green card, find the root of the Chinese culture ") long passed, I returned from Canada, has 17 years. I went to Canada in 1988, spent 4 years 1992 to return. I gave up the return of the green card. On this move, many of my friends do not understand. Someone said: "even if it is administered by immigrants, and then sat for two years, you can be naturalized. "I said:" I swear allegiance to the Queen of the United Kingdom (Canada is a Commonwealth countries), I couldn't lift hands. "Some people say:" you're not afraid of you coming generations of root in Canada broke?, "I said:" I fear most is its own root in China. "See me insist on returning home, a friend advised hold me, he said:" the old yan, you were Patriots. "I surrender its zuoyi road:" don't give me such a high hat, I can not so great. "I'm really not that great, also wear does so high hat. I give the real cause of green home is very personal. This is the attachment of Chinese culture. I only live in this cultural background, have happily feeling, only life's self-confidence and self-esteem. This is the survival of human culture. This Chinese cultural background attachment, not innate but acquired culture. In particular, I was learning the Chinese language, Chinese culture have the instinctive attachment, on the exotic culture also have special exclusive. This is not a rational concept, but emotional instinct choices. To say that Canada is indeed a good, good, good air quality, rich in resources, sparsely populated. Some people say that Canada is the world's surviving nation, this I believe, however, this conclusion does not necessarily suitable for everyone, at least not for me. A friend of mine told me: "a green card value of thousands of Yuan, you just lost?" I smile and not language. I think of is: If the green card does not bring me happiness, I? cultural survival that looks a bit mysterious, in fact, very specific, you're yellow, your language is not as good as you feel the culture is different with mainstream society, this determines the status of your edge. A doctor friend, resolved to integrate into mainstream society, with white students go see hockey, eating pizza, adhering to a period of time, give up. Ask him why, he said: "that is not clear. They find interesting things you tame and widow of taste, not ridiculous things they laughed. "This is not a language problem, it is the cultural background of the problem. Many Hong Kong people work in large companies in Taiwan, and worked with several decades of whites, or just nodding, cannot have a thorough exchange of views. And comfortable working environment, for their part, are not happy at all, happiness is a material, but also the mind. The cultural edge state that almost was immutable, this determines your life can only be marginal. In particular, in the overseas Chinese people cannot turn into a rope, mainland Chinese Taiwan people who each have their own cultural circle,-not a political force. I am in Toronto over the past few years, there are 30 million Chinese, one-tenth of the total population, with a City Council are elected. We are in the State of their livelihood, loose sand. This is even worse than blacks. Black and Caribbean blacks Festival, held a grand procession of hundreds of thousands of people to demonstrate their ability to express their political aspirations, and the Chinese can only live on the edge of the political culture of the edge. The edge of the State of self-esteem and self-confidence are devastating. You're in College teaching, scientific research in the Institute, others to get you as a tool, but the core of the circle is closed for you. For example, in the Institute, a Chinese person, unless you have special genius, like Yang Chen-Ning, Ding zhaozhong, otherwise it's hard to separate host a project, you play a high IQ of wage earners. Watched their work results in the end, for others to enjoy their creative Department of people's names, you go to taste the flavor of your heart. He had nothing, making money through your day. Not long ago, one of Singapore's Jiangsu Province, it's a gnawing at the Yale University 7 years books took a doctorate, overseas students read I write novels the once living in the world ", I hear my new out long Shui》, home visits to come visit me in Changsha. He said that what makes me sigh, he said: "I was really envious of you. "I said:" my income was less than one-tenth of you, you envy me? "he said," you write something, it was concerned about the comment, I had written a overseas, hybrid, con man. With the passage of time, the heart had worn, as a zombie! "he" zombies "words said several times, say my heart. That don't see career achievement of loss, the community recognized the mood, I fully understand. The human mind need to breathe, but his breathing was largely stifled cultural divide. Listen to his remarks, I feel that I had to give up a green card is correct. Canada's green card is yellow, sometimes I would get out and see, recalling the life of a period of years. I am aware of the foot in your own country that feeling, is plain and bliss.